2008-04-19 — Dream - a Gasp for Rachael
Saturday, April 19th, 2008Dreamt that I saw Rachael (finally I saw something pararnormal). I was up in that room, at the foot of the bed. Rachael glided towards me in from outside the 3rd floor window, across the floor, with arms wide open to hug me. I knelt down, opened my arms to hug her back. When she got about 3 feet away, her wide open arms closed to have her hands start choking me. This was the 1st time I was unable to wake up from a dream since…. oh 1993 or 1994. I could feel her hands tightening her grip on my throat, choking the life out of me. Even though I knew (or had thought this was a dream, I started gasping for breath and started worrying this house, and Rachael, had actually taken me down. I was unable to speak, unable to scream for help, unable to wake-up. What was going to happen to me?!
I awoke a few moments later, in a cold sweat gasping for breath (not that I actually had been choked, but from the sheer terror I had exeprienced, and believe it or not, NOT from Rachael choking me, but because I was unable to wake up from the dream when I wanted to, as I’ve been able to do for so many years now (I got into lucid dreaming while in the U.S. Army and enjoy it a lot. Since being proficient with lucid dreaming this was the 1st time I ‘lost’ control of my dreams and unable to wake up -trust me, when you’re used to being able to control your dreams, suddenly not having such control its very frightening.)